Wednesday, September 20, 2006
Do I exist?
It’s funny to think this way but I just can’t help but to think that I am no use to this place. This place doesn’t seem to notice me, well not like before. I am so faded and bored. Sick of the work I do over and over nothing new nothing exciting. No new projects. Isolated from others. It’s all big mess. I know what to do and I am always two steps ahead of my work and there is no one else to take over my work. I can see others busy with new projects and plans but me I am just sitting here looking at the screen monitoring some process and writing my blog. I asked for more challengers and I got none. Sick of this game. Sometimes it’s cool to be unnoticed but it things change. Any ways I think it’s time for the new kids to come forward. I need a break. Feels almost like a ghost. I need a big break and go some where clear my head. Hmmm!